The disturbance I feel inside is an overwhelming loss of security. It begins with a familiar place. A place I have known for many years. A place of comfort.
Suddenly all is lost. My home, everything. I wander an endless maze, in a foreign town so completely different and unfamiliar. There are few similarities, but where there should have been streets were now fields, and dead ends. When I finally found the street where my house was supposed to be, it was nowhere to be seen and many of the houses I had never seen before in my life. The town is deserted, and I am overcome with fear.
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The above is a reaccuring dream that I have had several times. In one dream I had actually called my mother from a payphone to tell her that I was lost. As she tried to explain to me over the phone the street that I was supposed to find I realized to my horror the street suddenly didn't exist. Within just a few moments of walking to the store and coming back it was gone, completely gone. Almost like I had gone back in time and was talking to my mother who lived in the future describing the way things looked then.
